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秋风的萧瑟,难言心头的苦涩
作者:yugongjin 发布日期:2020-04-10 点击数:2576
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  秋风的萧瑟,难言心头的苦涩
  于公谨
  秋风,把树叶拂动,使树叶发出着响声,不肯有着任何的安静,就像是顽皮的孩子,在玩着游戏,在显现着它顽固的另一面,不可能会为了谁的缘故就不再冷寒;而且秋风并不是立即就会改变山的颜色,也不是从一开始就变得冷漠;开始的时候总是保持着自己的热情,总是显现着那一份独特的安宁;一日日的延续下去,就可以看到早晨的雾,可以看到东西的模糊,可以看到河流走过的路,依旧是清清楚楚。
  似乎一切都没有什么变化,似乎一切都没有显现出挣扎。在不知不觉的时候,一切都开始有了忧愁,一切也似乎都受到了打扰,一切都似乎是被秋风缭绕。树叶,在风中摇曳,却有的已经开始展露着疲惫,开始变得支离破碎,开始变得发黄,开始变得形色匆忙,从树上飞落,在阳光下闪过,落到了地上,微微飘荡,或者是随风发出着惆怅,或者是在风中荡漾,最后不知道它的去向。只是会留下斑驳的树影,在发出着寂寞的响声。
  草在不知不觉中变得倔强,也变得僵硬,虽然看上去好像它的颜色并没有任何的改变,依旧还是苍翠的容颜,但草尖还是耐不住秋风的游说,开始变得沉睡,开始发黄,开始展现着它的迷茫。入目之中,不再是绿色笼罩的朦胧,而是开始了斑斓,涌现着秋风的回旋;也许是草被秋风所哄,也许是想要变得轻松,也许是想要安眠,所以才会模模糊糊地展现着自己的清浅,袒露着这一份恬淡。随着秋风飘动,逐渐的变得安静。
  山野依旧是曲曲折折,依旧是秋风萧瑟,却难以掩饰着心头的苦涩。很多人都不喜欢秋,总是觉得秋会带来忧愁,虽然秋会有着丰收,也会让喜欢生命的植物变得长长久久,却总是遮挡不了这一份萧瑟,还有萧瑟所带来的挫折,本来是充满着希望的颜色,却因为秋风的到来,一切寒冷都开始展开,一切都开始着变化,一切开始着挣扎。秋风总是袅袅娜娜地走着,就像是少女的裙摆动着,带着羞涩,慢慢地走进心底,让心底露出着苦涩;不紧不慢地走着的秋风,总是在不经意中让树叶开始颤动,让草开始变动,让山开始抖动。
  尽管是不愿意秋风的到来,可是所有的一切都不可能会随着心意而进行更改。山已经凸显着变幻,已经不在是绿色的盎然,而是变得五彩,变得豪迈。这是秋风的功劳,也是秋风的骄傲;可是秋风的萧瑟,总是掩饰不去心头的苦涩。那些红色的、或者是深紫色的、或者是黄色的痕迹,就这样露出着轨迹,却别见秋风的风致。
  秋风继续舞动,笼罩着一个清凉的梦。秋风如水,静静地泻在了山上,还有河流上,还有草上;而所有的一切,从秋风来了的时候开始就接受了秋风的冷冽,尽管太阳依旧还是朗照,依旧还是显现着它的骄傲,还是显现着它所有的微笑,可是那些参差的草,还有那些凋零的树叶,还有那些开始变化的香榭,都说明了秋天的味道;也总是会禁不住心底发出着感慨,秋风的来到,改变了所有的美好;而秋风的萧瑟,难掩心头的苦涩。


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