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作者:1999jys 发布日期:2020-03-09 点击数:3574
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  我记得小学一年级语文第一篇课文是:大羊跑,小羊跑。
  第二篇课文是:小羊跑上桥,黑狗跑来咬。
  以下便记不得了,大意是大羊保护小羊,最后把黑狗赶下了桥。哦,这是什么桥?恐怕是独木桥吧!
  我记得学唱的第一首歌是“好大的西北风”,歌词是:
  好大的西北风呀,吹到一座树林里。
  它教树林跳舞,一二三四呼呼呼。
  他对树林大声说,现在天气快冷了,
  大家都要惊心啊,一二三四呼呼呼。
  这首歌的歌词非常完美,曲调也非常好听。
  我还记得第一堂图画课,翻开图画本,第一页是一朵月季花。同学们看了都嚷嚷:老师,不会画!老师心想,让一年级的学生画月季,也太难了。便在黑板上画了一个半苹果:一个是整的,另一个是切成半个的。
  我并没有画苹果,而是继续画月季。老师表扬了我。
  我想,能与我一起回忆这些的人,怕是不多了。其实在这里,我并不是要回忆这些琐碎。我只是想说,46年9月我正上小学一年级。到52年7月,我小学毕业。
  从年代来看,这六年间正好跨越一个重要的年代,那就是1949年。49.5.27上海解放时,我即将念完三年级:49.10.1新中国诞生时,我升入四年级才不久。
  “解放”是一个重大的题材,我根本就驾驭不了,甚至都不敢碰它。我写的只是那六年间,我的家庭,以及周围的一些人,一些事。它们多多少少会与“解放”有点关系。我只是把它记下来,从一个小学生的视角,仅此而已。
  我们家有兄弟姐妹六个,我最小,大哥比我大15岁。这听起来有点可怕,其实在那个年代,人们结婚早,生的孩子多。父亲要养活这一大家子,还是很难的。他经商,抗战八年几乎就处于歇业状态。抗战胜利后,上海很快就恢复了昔日的繁华,父亲觉得应该抓住这个机遇。
  47年夏天,我大哥从某大学经济系毕业,这对我来说,不重要。什么叫“经济”,我能想到的也就是“金鸡”。然而,父亲很看重,大哥成了父亲的助手。
  在我童年的记忆中,父亲和大哥好像分在两个地方,通过一条内线来联系。有什么新的行情要及时通知对方,好及时作出决定。大哥总抱怨,这条内线听不清,错过了最好的时机。
  同年夏天,我大姐刚上完大三的课程,即将开始她一生中最后一个暑假。就在这时,学校当局作出决定,今年夏天不放暑假,希望她们都搬到学校来住,将为她们开设大四的课程。
  当时解放战争已经打响,国共双方正处胶着状态。那时普通百姓还没有感觉,可是学校当局,已明显感到时局的不稳。学校为这些女学生着想,认为应该让她们提前毕业。
  记得那个夏天,母亲准备了一些吃食,带我去探望住在学校继续上课的大姐。她们的学校,在“兆丰花园”后面,我可是第一次穿越“兆丰花园”啊!
  靠着花园,蚊子就多。大姐寝室里有三张床,其中两张床挂着蚊帐,靠进门处的那一张,不挂蚊帐。母亲问,这个学生不怕蚊子?大姐说,这是个穷学生,没钱买蚊帐。上星期突然失踪了,有人说她,是一个共产党!大姐和她相处得很好,同学三年,一点都没看出来。








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