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      她走了
      发布日期:2020-03-17
        她走了

        她走了!正如她悄悄地来。
        记得那年春天,春节刚过,六弟悄然带过来一个小巧玲珑的姑娘。扎着一个剪短的马尾辫,像喜鹊的尾巴,不好看,刘海也乱七八糟的,没有修理过,但小姑娘的眼睛里时常带着笑,皮肤也白白的,据说她是南方人(对我们这个地区来说),有着南方人的温柔。
        六弟说是打工时认识的!恳求家人留下她,他要娶她做老婆!害怕有什么意外,我们把小姑娘叫到一边,和她单独谈,小姑娘话不多,只是点头笑,最后点头同意嫁给老六,我们一颗心才落了肚,生怕这个最小的弟弟在外又惹了祸。
        接下来的事情就简单了些,小姑娘在家里住了下来,成了我们最小的兄弟媳妇。当然,六弟为了结婚,还专门去拜访了老丈人,那边也过来一些人请了客,这些应有的过程自不必说。规矩还是不能省的!
        日月如手中的沙子,握也握不住,不知不觉几年过去了!小姑娘成了三个孩子的母亲,俊俏的脸上也写上了风霜,养儿不易!不过她脸上的笑容依旧,像一抹阳光,温暖着周边的人。看出来,日子虽苦,但她的心里是甜的,因为她有爱她的丈夫和她最爱的孩子们,她不贫穷。如果不是一场车祸的话。。。。。。
        三十多岁的时候,她还年轻,家里就被一场突如其来的车祸给毁了,幸福的日子戛然而止。
        六弟当司机给人家运货到南方去,一条蜿蜒而下的公路要了他的命。
        我们平原地方很少见到那样的大坡,几里,十几里的长,由于操作不当,刹车失灵,车毁人亡。
        突来的噩耗冲击着我们一大家人,最最痛苦的当然还是六弟媳妇。由于六弟在这次车祸中负主要责任,除了保险,没有什么赔偿,一家人的重担就落在了年轻的弟媳身上。
        她能坚持下去吗?
        她要改嫁怎么办?人家还那么年轻!
        我们一家人有些手足无措起来!六弟身后事,才是最最让人头疼的!
        最后,有人提出把几个孩子分别养起来!但人家有妈,六弟媳妇能答应吗?
        果然,看似柔弱的身板,她却担起了千斤重担!六弟媳妇把两个小些的孩子送进学校,然后带上大孩子走上了辛苦的打工之路!
        几年来!她当过饭店的服务员,当过保姆。手里积攒了一些资金后,又带着大儿子做起了小买卖!眼看着生活越来越好,孩子也一个个长大了,她却走了!她死于一次煤气中毒。
        过于疲劳的她中了煤毒,再也没有醒过来!她带着满心的不舍和遗憾离开了这个世界,这个让她倍感辛劳的家。
        写到这里,我不知说什么好!艰辛地度过那么多难熬的岁月,看到曙光的时候,她却离开了!无声无息的走了,让人难过!
        也许,她被天堂里的六弟叫走了罢?他们曾经那么相爱!












       作者:会飞的鱼cM 回复时间:2019-03-08 00:45:38
        节哀,姐姐








       作者:邗江老刘 回复时间:2019-03-11 10:55:09
        欣赏佳作,支持文友,互相学习!








       作者:贰拾叁划 回复时间:2019-06-06 11:02:22
        好凄凉,也很现实的一篇文章


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