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      你是我今生的内伤
      发布日期:2020-05-05
      情感之路,一生至少该有一次,为了某个人而忘了自己。不求有结果,不求同行,不求曾经拥有,甚至不求你爱我,只求在我最美的年华里,遇到你。
          亲,离开你后,每当你在夜空中仰起头,你会发现天空之城是倾斜的,因为,有一个人在你心里,思念的重量让你的心不停向下倾斜,一直沉重到无法保持平衡。你知道吗?人最真的记忆,是藏在一个深度的地方,叫心灵;人最痛的感觉,是躲在一个厚度的地方,叫心跳。我只想告诉你,一个人只有一个心脏,却有两个心房,一个住着快乐,一个住着悲伤。从你笑着流泪离开的那天起,以后请你不要笑得太大声,不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。
          看着你消失昏暗巷口,昨天心事抛在脑后,你说分手,现实不会有天长地久。望着渐渐消失的你,我像个迷途孩子守在角落,想象着你会突然回头。亲,你永远不会懂忘记痛,要多久。一直等待的古巷故事,总是在你河东咿呀的梦想中消磨,然后给予我一个很失落的回复。有些东西,想起来总是很美好的,于是在你自我为中心的心态里,荒废了一场本来可以很开心的际遇。开始的时侯,我们就知道,无法阳光下成长的黄花树终会枯萎的,只是我们没料到雷击会它死得这么快。
          开始,你对我说,我爱你,与你无关。最后,你对我说,我会找到比你更好的人,我只能微笑着说,我心门的钥匙早在你手里,无法再会有别人。所以,请无需刻意给我安排过去,现在,未来;因为,爱的名字就是你;因为,成熟的人不问过去;聪明的人不问现在;豁达的人不问未来。
          思恋,穿越时空的情画,往事,遗忘记忆开始复苏,尘封往事的昙花,绽放过后的芬芳落花成冢。一缕暗香化成曾经过往,曾经情愫,丰腴了一段岁月深处缠绵悱恻的红尘情事。今夜,抱着梦里唯一奢侈浪漫,水草青青,青青子衿,悠悠我心。静坐季节边缘,清影,依旧瘦长柔弱,满眼清冷的孤熬,深深悠转,乱了夏,乱了伤。一股莫名心酸,于繁华里孤单散开。思念入微忆故人,不知不觉里,忧歌化清风,寂寞开成海,谁的等待在子夜里暗伤?一卷空白,随清风方向,打开,打开,再打开,爱恨情愁该从何写起?五颜六色又该从何画起?孤星,独吟,研墨,提笔,神来,入魂,以文字的名义朝圣远方的凤神,开一条路,叫黄泉,长满哀伤;掘一条河,名曰忘川,流溢凄凉;建一座奈何,承载忘川;煮一杯孟婆茶,忘却今生,换取来世;熬一碗相思汤,神魂上路,只为来生记得你;凿一块磐石,立于忘川之畔,名曰三生;挖一口井,生死相连,指明轮回;画一个熟悉的身影,盖上印鉴,红绳系下;记一张容颜,下辈子倾城好去找到你。
          你知道吗?喜欢一件东西不一定要得到它。有时候,有些人,为了得到喜欢的东西,殚精竭虑,费尽心机,更甚者可能会不择手段,以至走向以诋毁最原始的极端。也许最终得到了霎时满足,但在追逐的过程中,失去的东西也无法计算,付出的灵魂代价是其得到的满足所无法弥补的。也许那代价是沉重的,有时候为了强求一样东西会令自己的身心都疲惫不堪,灵魂迷失,那是很不划算的。再者,有些东西只可远观而不可近瞧,一旦你得到它,日子一久你可能会发现其实它并不如想象中的那么好。如果你再发现你失去的和放弃的东西更珍贵的时候,我想你一定会懊恼不已。所以也常有这样的一句话“得不到的东西永远是最好的。”所以,当你暗自喜欢一样东西时,得到它并不是你最明智的选择。所以,无论是喜欢一件东西也好,喜欢一个人也罢,与其让自己负累,还不如放轻松地面对,即使有一天放弃或者离开,你也学会了平静。喜欢一样东西,就要学会欣赏它,珍惜它,使它更弥足珍贵喜欢一个人,就要让她快乐,让她幸福,使那份感情更诚挚。如果你做不到,那你还是放手吧,所以,有时候,有些人,也要学会放弃。因为感情本来就是一份没有答案的问卷,苦苦的追寻并不能让生活更圆满,也许渗入一点遗憾,一丝伤感,会让这份答卷更隽永,也更久远。
          和有情人做快乐事,别问是劫,是缘。谁,执我之手,敛我半世癫狂;谁,吻我之眸,遮我半世流离:谁,抚我之面,慰我半世哀伤;谁,携我之心,融我半世冰霜;谁,扶我之肩,驱我一世沉寂;谁,唤我之心,掩我一生凌轹。住进布达拉宫,为你,我成了天山最大的王。流浪拉萨街头,为你,我成为世间最美的流浪。那一刻,我升起风马,不为祈福,只为守候你的到来;那一日,我垒起玛尼堆,不为修德,只为投下心湖的石子;那一月,我摇动所有的经筒,不为超渡,只为触摸你的指尖;那一年,我磕长头在天山路,不为觐见,只为贴着你的温暖;那一世,转山不为轮回,只为途中与你相见,六世的《只为途中与你相见》终成我对你的爱最好的诠释。
          “落红不是无情物,化作春泥更护花”,回忆倒流,寒冬里驻足擦掌取暖的你,一不小心的撞见,错误的开始,倾情的过程,种下无言的结局,明知道是错的开始,却还这般执着等待,无法放弃和割舍,明知道再这样下去收获的只有伤痛,但我还是愿一直这样受伤下去,身处这段情缘中,终于看透了缘聚缘散是不会放过任何人的,但是不知为什么就是舍不得,回顾与你短暂相聚的心动时光,还是觉得幸福和甜蜜,一见钟情的缘,包容了你所有的笑与傲,也饮下了你后来的泪水与明白。
          人生十有八九不如意事,在功利的现实生活面前,有些情感甚是脆弱,不曾想一再的相见与再见,更让彼此越走越近。只是本该属于你我幸福的情境却每每被无情的现实所击碎,化为无法触及的影。天山苦恋的传奇,终成生活隐隐作痛的主题曲。
          亲,谢谢你送给我等待成空的内伤,当有一天你走进刻满你名字的我的心,看到被你种下情蛊结下千疮百孔的疤痕,那些痕迹会告诉你是我最爱的人,也是我最思念的人,最放不下的人。一念执着,相思无寄,岂一个“强固相对长生”了得?心墓绝笔,寄语心肠,本以为卿守得三寸天堂,谁知一个无意的斩草除根又成我的一道内伤。罢罢罢,既将今生灵魂附你,体无完肤亦是全爱你。到底是我太天真还是爱得太愚蠢?童话兄弟的剧本,又怎会爱成真?看着你走失爱情海,留下苍白与无声的回忆,最后一句“我爱你”,是我所能做的唯一。我知道自己还是无法忘记,决定离开你后该怎么继续?泪雨长歌对你,我仍选择放弃,只因,太爱你!
          人最珍贵的,人死了,心活着;人最悲凉的,人活着,心死了。“轻寒暮雪何相随,此去经年人独悲”。这些天我梦到过你,也梦到我自己,却没梦到过我们在一起。思念,在岁月里悄悄沉淀;执著,在守望中风化成石。只想听到你的声音,看到你的笑容。一地的忧伤,一地的心痛。孤独的怀念中,不知道你还会不会与我同行?或许,你,注定是我今生无法痊愈的内伤。(原创:夏雨亭)



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