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      每个人都会幸福
      发布日期:2020-05-06
        趴在窗前,看着外面飘散的白雪,感觉自己好幸福。可以看见如此美丽的雪,可以看着它们任意的飘散,然后落下。有人惆怅,雪太容易融化,即使紧握在手心,也会消失。有人欣喜,雪太美丽,即使会融化,也会紧握它。
        人,就像这雪。即使结局终究是走向死亡,但也想绚烂地走过这一生,不论是幸运的人还是悲惨的人,都渴望得到幸福。
        她是一个很悲惨的人,简。她是《简爱》中的女主角。从小她就生活在舅舅家。她的母亲当初不顾家人的劝阻与她的父亲在一起,他们但最终还是因穷困,疾病,而死去。失去了父母的她幸亏还有舅舅疼,舅舅把她接过去住,但是,噩耗又发生在了这个悲惨的女孩身上,舅舅死了。再也没有人疼她了。恶毒的舅母和她的孩子肆意地欺凌她,把她当作仆人,不让她上学,把她关在黑屋子里。所有的恶事他们都做尽了。但是简很勇敢,与舅母对抗,不向恶势力屈服。
        那个舅母终于有一天抛弃了她,把她送到了一个很贫困的学校,让她饱受折磨。在那个学校中,每天都吃不饱,饭菜难吃得会令人呕吐。简的舅母说她是一个很坏很坏的孩子,所以,在这个学校里,没有一个是她的朋友。终于有一天,她认识了一个好朋友,她叫海伦。她们一起生活着,一起互帮互助,但是好景不长,学校流行斑疹伤寒,她得了肺病。身体一天比一天弱, 最后,死在了简的怀里。简很伤心,这世上唯一爱她的人也死了。
        后来,她离开了那所学校,通过刊登启示做了桑费尔德府阿戴•尔小姐的家庭教师,爱上了男主人罗切斯特先生,并用自己的才智赢得傲慢的罗切斯特的爱。自爱的简因不愿做罗切斯特的情妇而离开了他。后来遇到善良的表兄圣•约翰一家使简感受到了亲情。简把叔叔赠送的遗产平分给了表兄圣•约翰、表姐戴•安娜和玛丽,拒绝了圣约翰的求婚回到罗切斯特身旁。尽管罗切斯特因火灾残疾,但简爱仍毅然和他结合了。最终简爱拥有了地位、爱情、亲情。
         中间的一段话是我最为之鼓舞的。
        "你以为,因为我穷、低微、不美、矮小,我就没有灵魂没有心么?
      你想错了!——我的灵魂跟你的一样,我的心也跟你的完全一样!
      如果上帝赐予我财富和美貌,我会使你难于离开我,就像现在我难于离开你。
      上帝没有这么做,而我们的灵魂是平等的,就仿佛我们两人穿过坟墓,站在上帝脚下,
      彼此平等——本来就如此!” 
       每个人,生来就平等。只是上帝在有些人身上加了一些附属品。而有些人恰恰没有这种幸运。可是尽管如此。那些所谓幸运的人或许就会乐于享受,不去追求自己的理想与信念,相反,所谓不幸的人才更懂得珍惜。懂得去与命运斗争。去追求属于自己的那份幸福。
        我想,每个人都向我一样渴望幸福。希望我们能像简一样那么勇敢,那么执着。
        相信,每个人都会幸福。


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