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      写给十年以后的自己
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      从来不去想十年以后的自己会变成什么模样,因为没有必要,同时那样想也确实很累。尽管说,人生需要最起码的规划,可相对于十年这长远的目标而言,却是太过遥远的事情。
            毕竟早已然不是可以任性妄为的小孩子了,可以每日里有时间做着自己充满想象,天真无邪,色彩缤纷的梦,梦终究是梦,人也终究是要回到现实当中来的,然后过完生活之于你的每一天。
            展现在你面前的每一段路,在你没有走过的时候,都会觉得很漫长;等到你终于走过去了,又会觉得无所谓的。人生就是这样,年少时渴望着长大的冲动便源于此,而后随着年复一年岁月的洗礼,人也便开始变得成熟与不在乎了。
            假如可以再回到从前,我想我今天的人生便不会如是这般……或者我相信十年以后的人生会有所改变……
            当然,人都是在怀念过去同憧憬未来中逐渐成长起来的,无一例外可言。而今日的影视剧题材十分流行穿越的故事情节,仿佛意思是在讲现实中我们的生活总是不尽人意的,所以都在希冀着能够穿越时空的阻隔,或是回到从前,或是奔向未来。难道说回到从前抑或奔向未来就会有所改变吗?怎么会,你不还是你,所经历的一切依然还会深深的烙印在你的脑海里,没有任何改变可言。即是说你能够失去记忆,如果代价真是这样,那我宁愿留在当下的好。
            记得前段时间,偶然翻看报纸,见到如是一句话,也是写关于穿越的,说中国总是往后穿,外国总是往前穿,大概回顾一下所看过的影视剧作,还真就是那么一回事。由此可见,国人的思想理念还是过于传统,缺乏超前意识,所以追赶不上人家老外一直向前看的视野。
            十年以后,十年以后我在做什么?这当真是个奇怪的问题。理性的思维告诉我,这是个不切实际的问题,答案等于零;感性的头脑又对我说,那是有可能实现的。然后当下的我一脸茫然的站在中间,一边是“不切实际”,一边是“有可能”,搅得人心乱乱的,不好受。
            想十年以后,都已然四十好几的人了,也该拥有属于自己的家庭了,至少应该有个说不上怎样的妻子才对。毕竟现在的我还在打着光棍,每日里唱着《单身情歌》,过着自由自在无所谓的生活呢不是。至于孩子的问题,不想考虑的过多,只因本人一直崇尚二人世界,也就是丁克式的婚姻。也许十年以后的自己会改变决心的,那也只是也许,说不上的事情而已。
            十年以后,祈求着人生会有更大的改善,会过的比现在幸福一些,快乐一些,最好能够实现儿时的梦想,也混上个什么作家的头衔当当。至于画家,书法家等等,早已然成为一场虚无缥缈的乌托邦了,所以不列在内。纵然说当年画画的不错,同时亦学过几年书法,可是对于长久抛弃的东西,再捡起来确实不易。尤其随着年岁的增长,常常在有些事情面前会产生力不从心之感。不是说残缺也是一种美吗,那遗憾就让它遗憾好了,都是避免不了的事情。
            我想要在十年以后在远离城市喧嚣的一处山明水秀,鸟语花香的地方,拥有一栋大房子,室内装修简朴,舒适就好,然后可以安安静静的看看书,或是游游逛逛,聆听大自然的旋律,就这样与爱着我的她共度生命的余下光阴,岂不快哉。至为关键的前提是先得找到那座传说中的金山才行,如其不然,即使能够觅到那理想的自然环境,恐怕也只能够是茅屋草舍,薄田半亩,鳏寡孤独,了此残生而已。
            再回首看看眼前,唯一的母亲都已然奔七十的人了,至于十年以后是不敢想象的;唯有希冀着身边的朋友还能够一个不少的时常聚在一起,促膝小酌,谈谈人生,也就心愿足矣了。
           


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